`Saturday, October 15, 2005;__
ended.
Our story jus ended lk tt. i'm being very
selfish. for the past 2 & 1/2 mths i noe i've hurt
u too much. i didnt treasure u. maybe wad
those guys said are right. whoever is my bf is
jus so suey. cos i'm always the one who hurt
them. hurt them so deeply. i feel bad.
i noe say Sorry is cant solve anythin but other
than sorry i really dun noe wad can i say.
the thing tt u've done for me i'll always rmb them
Be my alarm clock every morning, sent warm water
to my hse in the midnight when i was in a great
pain. tok to me on the phone till i fall asleep.
the straw hearts tt u made for me, the necklace tt
u gave me, the sweets tt i love to eat u alway buy for
me, meet me early in the mornin under my block
just to send me to sch etc. etc. hais too many things
tt u have done for me. but yet i'm being so cold
blodded. i'm really sorry. even we were to continue
i noe there wun be a happy endin so y still carry on
hurting each other. i've made up my mind.
i'm choose to be selfish, i choose not to get hurt so
deeply. so i let go. i hope u cud move on , one day
u will find ur true love , ur happiness.
trust me time will heal ur wounds.
takecare.
love;
Juan.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 6:54 AM;__
